i was already spending my entire night thinking about suicide
now my father and his girlfriend just came home, completely drunk, and they can’t control what they say.
everything is spilling out.
i can’t hold on anymore.
i guess it just took that final push. the reminder that i’m everything wrong and that i could have never meant more to my father than alcohol and sex.
if i sent you a message, please take it to your heart. keep me there.
i’ll stay on for a while longer for my friends.
Someone, everyone. Please send this boy a message, reblog his post, anything to try and help him.
